(nameless)

its all inside my twisted head
its all in the words i never said
in the thoughts that never part
my aging mind and aching heart
staring right at me in those nights
wide-eyed glaring at the lights
of the world i can barely feel
pretending to know whats real
the colors the people the scenes
i dont know what it all means
my anguish is what i know
the path it helps me draw
around that plague that blinds me
i run but it always finds me
trapped in a misleading cage
with wires created from my rage
im lost but theres no way out
theres no one to hear me shout
all alone in this fight defeated
im tired and im depleted
just want to walk away from me
im jaded from my sympathy
sleepless nights and endless thinking
barely living and never blinking
got to escape this world i created
before im forever faded