What Happens

what happens when you wake up one day

and realise you've been dead for some time

what do you do when it suddenly hits you

that its been a while you havent been fine

you havent been breathing since that day

when you were running and suddenly stopped

your life kept moving but your mind didn't

you felt your whole body being dropped

but you didnt want to believe what you felt

and you didnt want to believe that youve lost

was it yourself or the world or simply everything

or was it that you didnt know what it cost

to run after your life while its being lived

and pretend to smile while you cant breath

because youre not really there and you know

the more you wait the harder it will be to leave

but you know you're wrong and it hurts

but you cant leave the truth and pain behind

because its all that you know from this world

denial has left you too weak and blind

do you know what happens if you gave up

if you changed and let yourself drop to the unknown

maybe its better maybe its good maybe its worse

than the unreal life you live that's made of stone

what happens if you wake up one day

and realised that you're breathing again

would hope kill you or even worse

would you be ready to drop hard again